City Lights

While reading, listen to this. You'll get the point.

The flashing lights never stop running,
shining.

The flashing lights never stop
fooling in my mind.

All dreams and hopes are changing my brain cells.
They are revealing my true self.

I'm lost again.
I'm lost again, Oh Lord.

God, look how I'm idolizing status,
Look how I'm idolizing sex.

Look how I'm idolizing places,
Look how I'm loving myself.

Look how I'm getting just poisoned
with all the pleasures of this world.

I'm getting just infatuated.
I'm calling this place "home"...

What?

It's like loving the floor of a prison cell...
Ridiculous.

Is like if you have a Ferrari
and you want to compare it to another thing.
Huh...

And you know what's the thing that
gives me more stress, in this whole mess?

Is that we change that Ferrari for a Prius,
no offense, but you know what I'm saying?

I'm changing the Grace of God,
for the flashing of the city lights.

I'm changing the love of God,
for the noise of a dark site.

Jesus, save me! I beg and pray...
I need to humble, I need to break.

But is not easy for me, Father,
I'm not a boy, but I'm not a man.

It's your Spirit that enlightens me.
You guide in a sound path.

It's your blood that redeemed me.
Yes, You gave me new life.

But I'm still in this earth vessel...
all cracked down and self-polluted.

Maybe the apostle Paul was right about it:
I just do want I don't want to do!

But I remember the Scripture.
Because is Light to my path.

And resting in the work of Jesus.
Saves and protects me from your wrath.

Right now, I just let everything go.
I feel free when I lose control.

I trust that you overcame.
That you are the Light of the World.

The True Light
that show us our sin;
Not gossips in magazines.
The True Light
that show us the way.
Because He is The Way.
The True Light
that delivers us from madness;
because He overcame darkness.
The True Light that gave us new hearts.
His Name is Jesus.