God, I'm a Man.

For women is so easy to follow God.
They are always looking for the perfect man,
the perfect lover,
the perfect supplier,
the perfect.

They are looking for a champion when life hits hard.
They find that in Jesus Christ.
Maybe that's why there's a lot of females in the Church
nowadays.

But what about me?
What about me, when my role model is my dad
who is in the military?
What about me when I want to be like
the guys in the hood?
What about me when I want to be loved
because of my body?
What about me, when I don't trust in my
father?
What about me when I was bullied in school
for not being manly enough?
What about me, who is always looking that love
in women?
What about me, when I see my dad cheating on
my mom?
What about me, when I'm always trying to
prove something?
What about me, when I think sex is manhood?
What about me?

Am I gonna find that model, that goal, that perfection,
in You? Am I gonna be able to lay down my pride?
Can You be the perfect Father? Can You be the perfect Brother?
Can You be the perfect role model for me?
Can You, Jesus Christ, be that Perfect?

Look down, God. Look and see that I don't
have the guidance.
Look down, Jesus, and see that, for this world,
I'm not man enough.
Look down, Oh Christ!...And if you are the Savior,
Look at me, and tell me that I'm wrong.
Tell me that I don't need to be like anybody else.
Tell me that I'm who I am, because of You.
Because You made me this way.
Look down, and hear my cry.

I know I'm nothing.
Because I'm not what You want me to be.
I'm not what they want me to be.

I just want to be a man.
A real man.
And I want to follow You.

That's all.